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Friday, May 22, 2009

~* samesame but different *~

22May2009. Today is another work day, just like every other day of the work week. But today is different from 2 days ago. A few of the colleagues were given the axe. So while work continues the same way, things will be very different.

Even for myself. While i am glad to hear i am still wanted, i was VERY disappointed i did not get the position i thought i would. And worst still, knowing that the only other person who could do that position is not doing it, and then i am not chosen to do it, it just makes things very painful.

And while many will say that i should be grateful i kept my job, and no doubts about it, i have higher expectations deep down. I guess its not wrong for pple to have expectations, because i feel thats what pple work for. And disappointments always come when expectations are not met. I feel this is some kind of good disappointments because it means we are hungry for success and achievement, thats y we are expecting something and when that something doesnt happen, we are disappointed.

I never tot i will be so affected but the truth is i am...even now. I dunno when i will get over it, if ever. I guess until i really get to where i want, i will not forget what happen.

VERY DISAPPOINTED



extracted from nakaleong at 10:45 PM.