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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
~* feel *~
Sometimes...actually..most of the times...i feel i dun belong to the grp that i usually hang out with in hall. I mean yes they are frenly to me but maybe its just me...i feel theres something like a wall, an invincible barrier btw me and them.
Maybe they are different course from me or maybe because we have different interests...i am usually not with them when they are playing mj cos i dun play, i also dun play CS or WarCraft so i guess 80% of the time i'm not 'connecting' with them. Only when we play soccer then i join them.
Guess this cant be helped...like a favourite phrase of mine...OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND...i guess its very true. Sometimes, even when they go for lunch/dinner, they also forget abt me..ahhaa..really..i dunno should i laugh cos its funny or laugh cos its saddening.
Maybe i am just being oversensitive, but i guess cancerians ARE sensitive pple...so i guess thats where all these feelings are coming from...
Well..at the end of the day..i am not complaining but this is just something i feel and i want to pour out...actually i hope nobody from my hall sees this..ahhaa..its just wierd and awkward if they ask me abt it..ahhaa...i am a self contradicting asshole..
extracted from nakaleong at 2:57 AM.