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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
'On a more serious note, i think i understand why Davy Jones carved out his heart and locked it into a chest. Makes sense not to have any feelings. I mean when there will be someone who'll stomps all over it and make you feel like you wished you could just tear out your heart. When you think so much that it aches. And then you just feel like crap, you just don't want to do anything. And yet, that is not possible. Thus, you plaster a smile on your face, speak in with a perky tone, laugh more than usual, become exceptionally high, basically do everything to show others that nothing is wrong, that it was nothing much. Yet, no matter how hard you try, your feelings betray you to those you're close to. They know that you're going through pain, and yet you just want to deny it. You don't want to think about it, but it comes like a poltergeist, haunting you, playing with your mind. Basically, my personal thought is, we should all be given keys to our hearts. So we can just lock it up when we want/need to.'(Marianne, Oct 2006)Ok..if i have done my citation the right way as taught in school..it should be as above..ahahha..anyway..got those from mari the lamb's blog..and she was the wan who told me to go read it..and it absolutely describe my feelings there and then...and i must say i totally agree with watever she wrote..haha...and not only that.its so accurate i told her that that explains my new haircut and my pink jersey and shorts in training last wed..and of cos..my decision to quit the ivp team.
ohhh well..that crazy one week has past...think my brains are functioning better now...will make more sensible decisions from now on..ahhahaha
extracted from nakaleong at 12:47 AM.
