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Saturday, August 11, 2007
~* OFF *~
sometimes i really wish i could just walk away and ignore them...but i still have the ball to go together...it will be awkward and funny then.It really pissed mi off sometimes..i dunno y but when i think back, i dun remember having the same problem with rhumba.I dunno if its me expecting too much or issit them thats fucking off.Apart from 1 or 2 of them, the rest are just...i dunno.I wonder y they come to the camp in the first place.From wat i remember, sportscamp pple are always very on.Maybe not all...but definately most.Only a handful is off.But y am i getting the opposite?A part of me is glad its my last.I really dunno if i still have the enthusiasm to go back again if it wasn't my last.To be very honest, this was not the experience i was looking forward to when i decided to run as gl again.If this was my first experience as a gl..i really wonder if i will wan to rerun again.
No doubts i did have some brilliant and fun moments...but it will always be ruined by disappointments and TLness the nex moment.I noe i am dealing with 'kids' here but comon la..uni students liao..i expect more from you all..esp the guys who went thru army.
Now, i am just looking forward to the ball..not because i think it will be fun or wat...but because after the ball, it sort of marks the end of SU14.I would have really 'finished' my job then and i can just let go of everything..no holds bar.I guess this sort of reinforce wat i already noe abt myself...and that is i can forgive easily but i wun forget.I can treat as if nothing happen but deep down, i will never forget wat anyone did to me(esp things that pissed mi off) and those pple will not be able to gain my trust and believe anymore, at least not in the near future.
oh fuck...enough of those irritating stuff...
extracted from nakaleong at 12:35 AM.
