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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

~* Sick and Tired *~

Honestly, i really get very tired of soccer at times...actually to be precise..i dun get tired of soccer the game itself..i get tired of my teammates.I noe i shouldn't be blaming my team mates and all becos its a team game.But sometimes when u see ur team mates not putting in the same amount of effort and commitment that u r putting in...it makes u wonder y are u actually doing all that you all doing when ur team mates are not.
It can be quite demoralising..as i have experienced before in the past, when i left CKFC midway through the season becos i was not used to the culture of the club after having joined from SAFFC.
These days, i think my expectations are way lower than last time.But still, i do get disappointed once a while.Maybe i have too high an expectation of others.In fact, i am not even meeting up to my own expectations.But i guess thats how 1 can try to improve rite?By setting a higher expectation so that we will have the motivation,zest and determination to want to achieve our goal.
At the end of the day, I think if we dun wan to listen to advice given by other more experience pple, then the only other way to learn is the painful way-->experiencing the kick in the ass ourselves before we will remember.
I guess somepple jus prefer to do things the hard way.